ostrich find your way out

 

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BOOKS IM READING

 

i smiled a little bit more (from my i yebah blog, 2006)

As i sit here..
Waiting..
Playing d0zens and d0zens of my favorite s0ngs.
Here I am again
Trying t0 pour out everything
Just f0r the sense of Letting my heart breath..
Yes.. It can't s0metimes...
And i will have t0 pull myself over just to give it s0me air..
And if you may ask,
What is this I linger?
Wait for that cl0ck to start ticking faster
Until it reads ten thirty
Until this teleph0ne rings…
And then s0ftly hear the v0ice of that person who gave me the same reason to let my heart breath…
And Let it stop there..
Stop within the warmth of his sweet thoughts..
Stop so that he could steadily grip and hold on
For everyone to see..
Each twinkle and every flicker of these eyes
The sinuous sparks from my smile
That was carefully drawn by no other
And if I may be asked again,
What is this for?
This absurd elucidation of my feelings
Of course.
Simply but to brag about everything
he causes..
about everything
he gives..
about everything
he makes me feel
and I know,
I HAVE NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF
Or at least to be scared of
For I am loved.
And I am proud of it.

Faith is blind

"Faith is walking face first and full speed at dark"
-Elizabeth Gilbert, "Eat, Pray, Love"

Gilbert is right, you don't see them, you don't feel them, you don't even hear them yet you believe. What good would it give you to belive anyway? I always feel that there's hope for everything and that hope is harbored by faith. Without faith, how can you even hope?



It's wrong to say that love is blind for love always sees. It sees the differences and mends them, it sees the beauty and appreciates them. But faith could never see, nor hear, nor feel. Faith devoids you of all your rightful senses. But it utters you to believe.

it feels so good to be inlove

I don't know how or why, I just know I love this person. He makes my heart skip a beat everytime he shows up. He makes me forget all the troubles I'm in or I've been. Even if he comes in an untied package, I love him to death. He corrects my mistakes even if I kept on doing them. He is learning to understand me everyday, which gives me hope of the bright future ahead. All the time I've been with many guys, I never thought that I'd be perfect to stay with this one person all my life.

"...to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles..

my love is all i have to give, without you i dont think I can live. "

I love my angel super. I don't know what I'd do without him. He has become my everything.

DAGA!!

GRABE! nagulat ako to the nth level. everytime kasi bubuksan ko aircon ko, maraming lumalabas n styrofoam? akala ko kung ano lang yun. pero this time, malakas yung ingay.. tapos hindi styrofoam ang lumabas.. ISANG DAGA! isang daga na pinagkasya ang sarili sa loob ng aircon. nagulat ako talaga. ayoko na dito sa kwarto ko! pinamamahayan na ng mga daga! OMG!!!

A qoute for the day

To be anxious is to live in the future,
to be depressed is to live in the past.

I say, try to enjoy every living moment. Try not to think about the weary past or the dreadful future ahead. After all, what's left of you is what you are today. None of us are ever measured by our pasts or our future. :)

look at me, im so vain

 

MY MANY FACES :))

Sometimes it pays to forgive

Nagaway kami ng mahal ko ngayon. umiiyak ako pagkauwi ko ng bahay. After a moment of awkward silence with myself, naisipan kong buksan ang bible diary ko. Nakalagay sa gospel for August 12, 2009. FORGIVE. Wow Lord, sakto. Kaya nagpasya ako na tawagan siya at makipagayos na.

Pagkatapos ng mahabang lambingan, nauwi kami sa usapang business. Napagpasyahan namin na gumawa ng maliit na business. Papagawa kami ng TSHIRT. at ibebenta sa UST. Akala ko mahihirapan ako sa capital. Pero nung tinanong ko si mama. PUmayag pa sya tapos open pa siya for tips.

Naiimagine ko na.. Ang simula ang maperang kinabukasan. sana matuloy itong balak namin. Pero seryoso na talaga ako.

TOMAShirts. :) here we come

ABS CBN

 

OJT in ABS CBN.

BAGUIO

 

This is me where I always wanted to be. In a serene place with my white cap :)

ways to say i love you

So I found this one iphone app that gives you many different ways to say i love you. I'm excited to try one for my love. See what fits you:

Cut out romantic love coupons and leave them around in places your lover will find them in

Go explore a life size maze together and get lost in it like kids again

Offer them a stick of gum, but instead give them a love note wrapped up insied the gum wrapper

If you don't already do them, try doing simple yat appreciated chores like the laundry, dishes, or cleaning when your lover is out

Write them a love note, cut it up into puzzle pieces and mail them each separately the month leading up to Valentines Day

Change out the bedroom colors for something more romantic by replacing the covers, blinds, etc. to add new life to your bedroom

Buy them a gift that specifically fits their personality. Generic "love" gifts are okay but special gifts that match them are better

Go out together one night and recreate how you first met each other

Spend a weekend with private dance lessons for the two of you

Try a romantic scavenger hunt where each clue eventually leads the two of you to bed together

Create a diary of your happiest moments together and slip it into their coffee table book collection.

MORE TO COME.. :)

MASAYA AKO NGAYON

oo sobrang saya ko. at wag ka an magtanong dahil hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. ituturing ko itong blessing dahil minsan ka lang sasaya ng walang dahilan.

IM HAPPY JUST BECAUSE ....

Ewan, gusto ko magshare ng kaligayahan ko. Mahirap kasi maging malungkot sa panahon na ito. halos lahat ng tao busy at stressed. Wala ng time maging malungkot. wala rin time para magkasakit. wala na time para sa lahat. Pero sa kaligayahan. di ka pede maubusan ng time dyan. DAhil pag wala ka ng time para sumaya, para san pa't ginagawa mo yang mga ginagawa mo kung ano man yan pare?

Isang tip, palibutan niyo ang sarili niyo ng kulay DILAW! isa yang suspek kung bakit ako masaya ngayon. Kung iikutin mo ang kwarto ko, puro dilaw. dilaw lahat. literal. Kaya pakiramdam ko Im so sunny!

pangalawa, wag na kayo magiisip ng mga malulungkot ng thoughts. Lahat masaya. Kahit nagiintay ka sa isang mahabang pila, wag ka maiinip. Naku, wag mo gagayahin yung mga matatandang wala na ginawa kundi magreklamo. Basta ikaw masaya ka.

pangatlo, mahalin mo ang mga bagay sa paligid mo. MAgpatawad ka agad. :) Ang hirap ipaliwanag nito e. pero siguro alam mo na yun.

BE EXCITED about things about to happen. that will keep you longing for the days to come. One reason to stay alive. :)

CINEMALAYA pic

 

this pic was taken on CCP during the Cinemalaya Film Festival. Nahiya kasi ako magpapic kay direk joey kaya kami nalang ni anna nagpicturan. hahaha

topics

ang hirap mag isip ng topic. For me as an artist, I choose to talk about ART. As a musician, I choose to talk about music. For a martial arts student, I choose to talk about fighting. But of all three, which one of me surfaces the most?

tulad nito, ang hirap magisip ng direksyon sa buhay. Pag ka graduate namin, ang dami ko gustong gawin. naghalo halo na. di ko na alam kung ano uunahin ko. Career? studies ulit? pahinga muna? piano? taekwondo? I DONT KNOW!

Pero like all people i know, I want success in life as well. Sabi nga ng pari kanina. Success is less if faith is less, success is full if faith is full. Faith, if based on religion, will mean believing in God and making Him on top of everything else. Dedicating every nick and penny to HIS name. And faith, if based on values, will mean your own warrant on things you want to happen. Like how military men put it, "to win a battle, I must first believe at the success of the mission." Faith, on both contexts, meant only one thing, BELIEF.

I want success. Then, I must believe.

KAhit ano pa yan, kung saan ko mas pinaniniwalaang kaya ko. Alam ko dun ako magtatagumpay.

A Key To Success

One key to success is to find successful people to emulate. Be careful if you ask for advice, though. Here is a better plan.

Emulating successful people is one key to success. Be careful, though, if you ask them for advice. Often, people don't really know why they succeed, but they will give you as many explanations as you want anyhow. A 100-year old man once explained that smoking a big cigar everyday was one of the secrets of his long life. It might be nice to know that he has lived for so long, but I'm pretty sure we won't learn by asking him.

Key To Success - Study Successful People

One key, then, isn't in doing what successful people say, but rather doing what they do. Naturally you have to look closely and apply a little brainpower to see what they are really doing that is causing them their success.

A successful real estate investor told me he didn't believe in setting goals. However, watching him and listening to him, I came to realize that he knew just where he expected to be with his projects in six months. This, of course, is goal-setting - he just called the process something else.



Never stop listening to what successful people have to say, but read between the lines. Listen for insights into how they think about things and how they approach their challenges. Suppose the advice of a successful basketball player is just to practice more, but he casually mentions "I saw that going in," after a great shot. Isn't it time to start visualizing your shots going in?

Key To Success - Model Successful People

You won't always know what is causing a person's success. Internet marketers promote their websites by exchanging links, but when I first tried to exchange links with other websites, the owners didn't respond to my emails. Then I found a simple email letter used by a successful internet marketer to get links. It sounded silly to me, and I wanted to change it, but I tried it anyhow. It worked repeatedly.

You won’t always know how a person succeeds. Internet marketers promote their websites by exchanging links, but when I first tried to exchange links with other websites, the owners didn't respond to my emails. Then I found a simple email letter used by a successful internet marketer. It sounded silly to me, and I wanted to change it, but I tried it anyhow. It worked repeatedly.

It is more important to do the right things than to understand why they are right. To also understand is great, but at first, it may be best to just copy many of the actions, attitudes and approaches of someone who is succeeding. Try to model success, even before you understand it.

As you learn more, you can drop those parts that aren't contributing, and add elements of your own. If you model a successful parent, for example, and life with your children gets better, does it matter if you know right away which changes were the most effective? Of course not.

Is it better to understand why what you are doing is working? Certainly, but you may never understand why some things work, and this is okay too. It is better to have success than to explain it, so find successful people and do what they do, not what they say. It is an important key to success.

Technology as the key to success

Technology gives us hundreds and thousands of potentials. Technological improvements over the years cultivated many different ways on how to make life, well, easier. We, as Filipinos benefit so much from this technology. Computers, cellphones, televisions, kitchen appliances are just to name a few. However, I feel that we’re not getting the full potential of it. We need to grasp beyond the distance of what we encounter through our everyday technological lives. We see technology as it works. But do we see HOW it works?

First thing to do is to set a goal. By this time and so, the Philippines shall be a first-world country by the help of technology.

We see the trend, so we follow it. More and more technological advances are leaping through everyday. So we send our students to study them. Aside from being a good income source, studying technology would give one an edge of how the world is today. Why be stuck on traditional lives? When we can all say hello to the modern lifestyle.

The more students of technology there is, the more professionals of technology there will be. Engineers, inventors, scientists, and computer experts will find more ways, invent more gadgets, and upgrade more computers. By then we will have plenty of gizmos and gadgets that other countries haven’t. Having that privilege then, would give us the opportunity to export these gadgets and innovations outside the country. Economically speaking, that means more money.

As we export more, we earn more. This gives us the end point of our goal, the Philippines, earning more than ever.

Not only that, technology has the potential to make life easier. By advancing in technology, innovations in factories and network companies give them the power to create more, do more, and function faster. Without the traditional ways of manufacturing sardines for example, gives the manufacturer the power to manufacture more sardines in a faster, easier way.

More and more manufactured materials from the Philippines give us the opportunity to again export these outside of the country. Thus, making our nation known throughout the globe.
Again I shall say, as we export more, we earn more. This gives us the end point of our goal, the Philippines, earning more than ever.